+ a beau__tiful ho___

May 30, 2006

Everytime I try to laugh
I'm overwhelmed with this sudden anguish.
Like I'm a second away from crying
but I stop, because there's others around.
The same happens even when I try to smile.
I should stop trying altogether.

If anything untowardly happens to me,
please get JY to decipher my password.
I hope she remembers it.
MSN, hotmail, blogger, friendster.
Everything's the same.
Hack, crack, whatever all you want.
I don't care.

I'm sorry.

Don't bother talking to me.

-nIx- @ [[9:44 PM]]

->>LoL GanG n co wEBBIE<<-

ladies-
aNgELiC ; cheshire lover
aNgEz ; mehmeh
vaL ; eliephant
vIG ; cutesy
JY ; yummy
LiN ; rabbit
oInK ; pig

~~gentle~~man-
hEi ; yumcha YEAH!
wEi ; non-existant
LuT ; turtle

-Superteens 24-28 nov '03-
MELiSSa ; lovess
PiNGss ; lovess
SaMuEL ; lovess
SHErwYn ; lovess

; Life Of Imperfection
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-nIx-
111188__*
+ex-kcpian+
*singapore accounting academy.
superteen

New Found Loves:
sunshine!
books
typedrawing
entertaining myself

; they say happiness, is somewhere faraway..
in Heaven.
so why don't you bring me there,
with you?

`because all you've left here..
all you've left me with,are footprints ;

reminding me of who i used to be..